I have to say some stuff and get it off my chest.
I've been an ardent supporter and lover of MOS since it came out and have patiently gone through the terribly long wait and anticipation for 3 long years since this movie was announced, as many of you have. I'm a die hard DC fan and have been consuming Superman and Batman media since as long as I can remember. I remember drawing Superman and Krypto for my dad's birthday card when I was 4 and one of my first action figures was of Batman haha.
I love Zack Snyder and all his movies, Watchmen is one of my favorite movies of all time. I was overjoyed when I heard he was going to direct MOS and then elated beyond words when I heard he will be tackling BVS and the JL movies.
I have checked every piece of news, every picture, every article, every reveal related to BVS for 3 years straight. BVS was the reason I joined these boards and even though I've been much more of a lurker than a contributor, I've checked this board every single day since I joined.
I wanted so badly to love this movie and I hoped and knew Zack would give us another masterpiece that would be too smart for everyone to instantly appreciate and understand and would most probably be very divisive, like all his movies.
I missed the chance to get tickets for last Friday which is when I wanted to see this movie and due to other reasons I could only go on Monday. The additional wait was torture. And then on last Friday, after years of waiting, anticipation and looking forward to being blown away by this movie, the unthinkable happened. My supposed 'best' friend saw the movie on Friday (lives in another city) and even though he knows how much this movie means to me and I specifically told him not to tell me anything at all, he spoiled the movie for me by giving away the ending in a text message.
I was so infuriated and hurt and disappointed that if it turned out to be true, it would have robbed me of the clean, untarnished experience that I had been waiting to have for 3 years. All gone in an instant. My friend said he was just joking and that it doesn't actually happen that way, but then I went and saw the movie and it did.
And now to my main point: I felt empty when I saw the end of the movie, unlike all the people who say they cried at the end or had some other feeling of shock or awe.
Any fan of Superman would have known what to expect given that we knew who the physical threat was and yet, no one knew whether it would actually happen. That experience of finding out for myself was stolen from me, taken from me.
I wanted so badly to feel something, but I felt nothing. Even though I was super excited and in awe of all the new and surprising stuff I saw in the rest of the movie for the first time, I knew what to expect at the end and so it totally fell flat for me and ruined my experience.
I also went in with some preconceived notions of what this movie should depict and when it didn't meet that in all regards it hurt my viewing experience.
The combination of the above things made me disappointed with the entire movie and slowly I found myself directing my anger at all sorts of small things like Doomsday not looking like he should, Superman not doing the shirt rip, the senate bombing not allowing Superman to say anything, Luthor knowing all their identities etc.
I forgot to look for the deeper meaning and themes in the movie, like I love doing in all Zack Snyder movies and I went straight to the disgruntled bashing. I felt unsatisfied, like something was completely wrong and I couldn't put my finger on it. My enjoyment of the movie was severely maimed and was dwindling by the second.
But I didn't give up. After seeing this thread I began to go through it looking for things that would make me love this movie again and found these amazing articles:
http://pulpklatura.tumblr.com/post/141843209469/batman-v-superman-the-modern-revenge-tragedy
http://www.forbes.com/sites/markhughes/2016/03/22/review-batman-v-superman-triumphant/#647a9f393cbd
http://www.forbes.com/sites/markhug...and-batman-v-superman-proves-it/#4da6ff95258e
And after reading them, I will admit my viewpoint has changed completely and I can finally feel myself beginning to appreciate and love this masterpiece that Zack and Co have created for what it really is as opposed to what I wanted it to be. I feel vindicated for not having lost hope and for having kept trying to redeem this movie for myself by expanding my viewpoint so as to see things from a new and clean perspective. Reading those articles was a cathartic experience.
Now I finally feel that when I go to see this movie for a second time this Saturday, I might reach a point where I experience an emotional reaction to the ending of the movie, something that I feel I sorely need in order for me to be able to get past having my experience ruined and for me to truly be able to love and appreciate this movie without feeling like I'm forcing it.
I almost reached that point today, when I was listening to the OST on a loop for hours while I worked and at one point hearing the part where Supes dies and then the tunes during his funeral almost made me tear up, and it was just the music that did that!
Now some of you may feel I am blowing this out of proportion but only I know what this movie has meant to me for so many years. It's been a beacon of hope for the future, something great to look forward to amidst the problems of daily life and a dreary life at that. And I'm sure some of you will agree with that.
After having listened to the OST on a loop for days now, I have fallen in love with it and even though I didn't react much to it the first time I saw the movie, I can already feel how much I'm going to love hearing it in the theater on my second viewing. Good music always makes me enjoy a movie way more and this will do just that.
Those articles above have given me a clean new untarnished perspective to see the movie from and so I'm sure I will enjoy it waaay more the second time and then even more the third and so on.
I just want to conclude by giving a huge THANK YOU to all the positive people in this thread for sharing their viewpoints and for sharing these articles since they have breathed new life into my experience with this movie and have helped me go from bitter and unsatisfied to hopeful and elated.
Just like Superman would want me to be. 
Group hug:
PS: If you read all that, then I really appreciate it. I just needed to share what I'm feeling and there's not many people who would understand besides you guys.