Confession is good for the Hype. - - Part 11

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This doesn't just apply to food, but basically when I find something I like, I stick with it for a very long time and never want to change. Like for the past year, I've pretty much eaten either French Fries or Pizza everyday. Not to mention, most days I only eat one meal a day and snack a lot.

But ever since I started working, I've barely been eating because the options out there are very limited since I don't have a car and I get home too late to really eat a full meal and properly digest before its time. I'm already skinny, but I lost about 5-10 pounds in the past month, and now I'm looking to start a good diet and exercise regimen, but whenever I'm presented with new things to try, my mind shuts down everything and I can't even eat it if I wanted to.
I don't think I have to tell you, but exercising with a diet like that is a fool's errand. I can't lift weights and feel good if my diet is pizza and fries. I actually have a sensitive stomach, and grease is precisely what I avoid before the gym.

Your body will need fuel, not junk.

Refusing to eat new things even when you're starving is something serious, and probably requires professional intervention to help kick. :csad:
 
I confess that I never feel like I have anything to talk about on here anymore.

I visit and I look.

I window shop like a mother****er all over this place.
 
I confess that I never feel like I have anything to talk about on here anymore.

I visit and I look.

I window shop like a mother****er all over this place.


I confess I've wondered where you ever disappeared off to.
 
So here's my solution: Move to Vancouver, and we'll hang out.

There, problem solved. I expect to see you next summer.
I don't know about moving out there. Maybe take a trip, but if I move, I still want to be in the tri-state area.

But if only they still filmed Smallville in Vancouver ....

I don't think I have to tell you, but exercising with a diet like that is a fool's errand. I can't lift weights and feel good if my diet is pizza and fries. I actually have a sensitive stomach, and grease is precisely what I avoid before the gym.

Your body will need fuel, not junk.

Refusing to eat new things even when you're starving is something serious, and probably requires professional intervention to help kick. :csad:
I've actually cut down on the French Fries almost completely since I knew that that was attributing to some of the stomach problems I was having when I first started. I haven't had any of the same problems in the morning, in the last few weeks. Not to mention, I've been having fears about the cholesterol damage that I might be doing to my body. As for the pizza, that was something I've only eaten on the weekends, but now the Papa John's by my house stopped selling $1 slices for good and I don't want to go back to eating at the local shop that I used to eat at, so I might have that cut out too.

The problem now is in finding some new alternatives, especially for when I get home. I just bought some frozen meals to try out, but I really don't know anything about food, or health for that matter, to know what's good for me.

eat blindfolded
I should mention that its extremely hard for me to even try to eat something when I feel like others are watching me, so I think I'd feel better if they were blindfolded.
 
I've actually cut down on the French Fries almost completely since I knew that that was attributing to some of the stomach problems I was having when I first started. I haven't had any of the same problems in the morning, in the last few weeks. Not to mention, I've been having fears about the cholesterol damage that I might be doing to my body. As for the pizza, that was something I've only eaten on the weekends, but now the Papa John's by my house stopped selling $1 slices for good and I don't want to go back to eating at the local shop that I used to eat at, so I might have that cut out too.

The problem now is in finding some new alternatives, especially for when I get home. I just bought some frozen meals to try out, but I really don't know anything about food, or health for that matter, to know what's good for me.
Buy stuff from the produce section. Stir-fry it with peeled garlic. That's pretty much how I was raised as a kid. :yay:
 
I confess I like the girl on the front page of SHH under the article of D23 Expo (brunette with pale green eyes). SMOKIN!!
 
I'm still nostalgic for what many would consider the worst period of my life. After my cousin died, I started to grieve the loss of my biological parents for the first time, which quickly led to resorting to alcohol which in turn led into giving into robo-tripping. I would skip class to get drunk, I would get drunk in-between classes, I would go back to my dorm and get high the second I got back. Anything to pass the time and go wild and crazy and not have to think. Not to mention at the same EXACT TIME -- Green Arrow was going through addiction, Jeremy on Vampire Diaries was going through addiction, and everyone seemed to grieving the death of a parent on TV. It was crazy how that all synched up. I almost overdosed. I'd by lying if I said I didn't miss those months and would love to go back to them to experience that again. And I really want to robo-trip again, like all the time! But, I hold myself back from it... the symbiote of experiencing those months still has a hold over me.

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I'll also confess I'm so much of a geek I called drug usage a symbiote and when I went to bars I'd always get kryptonite first to get drunk then RED kryptonite after I was drunk to cut loose (Clark Kent used Red Krytonite for the same purpose during his downfall on season 3 of 'Smallville.') I think I'm the nerdiest self-destructionist there is lol.

I think everyone would be turned off if they found out I miss those months. Who in their right mind would miss being controlled by those worst emotions?

I think it's because during that time robo-tripping and getting drunk took me to a different plane of consciousness that I likened to myself as my 'primal' state making me feel closer than I ever have to my biological parents. Taking me back to the womb almost. I think that's why I miss it. My messed up mind connected being screwed up as being able to be with them. :(

But, yeah - that's my confession.

ADDING: Just looked and found a quote from Gerard Way 'My Chemical Romance.' : “I was more addicted to self destruction then to the drugs themselves ... something very romantic about it.” I have no idea what would make it that way though... it's kind of a scary addiction to know you have. Also fear what increase money will do when I get it, kinda why I want to additionally give a lot of it away. This could be because I'm a writer and the notion of suicide is romantic (why the hell that is, I have no freaking clue) and don't worry - I'd thankfully never do that. I do think they could be connected though since it is a typical 'thing' for artists.
 
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I confess that I've had some food in the Bathroom.
 
I don't know about moving out there. Maybe take a trip, but if I move, I still want to be in the tri-state area.

But if only they still filmed Smallville in Vancouver ....


I've actually cut down on the French Fries almost completely since I knew that that was attributing to some of the stomach problems I was having when I first started. I haven't had any of the same problems in the morning, in the last few weeks. Not to mention, I've been having fears about the cholesterol damage that I might be doing to my body. As for the pizza, that was something I've only eaten on the weekends, but now the Papa John's by my house stopped selling $1 slices for good and I don't want to go back to eating at the local shop that I used to eat at, so I might have that cut out too.

The problem now is in finding some new alternatives, especially for when I get home. I just bought some frozen meals to try out, but I really don't know anything about food, or health for that matter, to know what's good for me.


I should mention that its extremely hard for me to even try to eat something when I feel like others are watching me, so I think I'd feel better if they were blindfolded.

unfortunately eating Pizza every day is probably healthier than eating fries every day.... at least you're getting other food groups, and while the cheese is greasy as hell at least pizza's arn't deep fried.

either way... DUDE EAT REAL FOOD BEFORE YOU DIE

break it up a lil bit man. once or twice a week on the fries...
 
i confess my little sister is going away to college on Wednesday and I'm gonna miss her
 
I confess that I can't stop eating junk foods, and I don't gain any weight...
 
That's nice. You may still have problems though. Plenty of skinny people still manage to get heart attacks and whatnot.
 
I confess, I had a fake confession I wanted to spit out in this thread
 
That's nice. You may still have problems though. Plenty of skinny people still manage to get heart attacks and whatnot.

I know, though I've had my annual check ups and doctor says I'm cool..!
But thanks for the info, appreciate it!
 
I confess that I have fallen completely in love with Norman Reedus. :hrt: Gorgeous, drop-dead sexy, brilliant actor, wonderfully funny, awesomely nice guy, just an all-around American badass.
Yeah, i know, me and the rest of the world. I can't help it..I've loved him since Boondock Saints. Sean Patrick Flanery ain't half-bad either!:woot:
 
I confess I'm doing a mini 3 Stooges marathon & just in stitches!!! :grin:
 
^ you are my hero Duke....I downloaded almost all of the Curly run of the Stooges. Love them soo much
 
They used to air a Three Stooges marathon on tv for New Years eve. It was my tradition to watch those for a lot of years.


Speaking of confessions I enjoyed the Three Stooges "remake"
 
^ you are my hero Duke....I downloaded almost all of the Curly run of the Stooges. Love them soo much

They used to air a Three Stooges marathon on tv for New Years eve. It was my tradition to watch those for a lot of years.


Speaking of confessions I enjoyed the Three Stooges "remake"


I have all the volumes on dvd & watching the Shemp episodes. LOL (currently watching Brideless Groom)
 
I confess that I've been depressed the past couple of days due to work related stuff I can't control. Music helps me balance though, so it's not a total loss. It's just irritating as hell how things are going.
 
I need to learn to restrain myself from profane shouting at the local apartment complex kids when they climb on my car. But they need to stop sitting on my hood, or other people's, or setting off car alarms on purpose and running away giggling.
 
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