Because of my fear of the results, and every other appointment or medical issue I have experienced over the last year as well. I lashed out in anger at my own family and friends, shouting, hurling insults, giving the silent treatment and like nothing bothered me, which was far from the truth! I even got cold feet about the appointment, and wanted to cancel at the last minute because I was so angered at having to wait six months. My family even believed I was displaying many traits of schizophrenia, which had me in disbelief as I wasn’t hearing voices.
I admit I there are many times when I can be very selfish, hot tempered and even irrational whenever I believe I’m about to die. The swallowing issues, heart palpitations, and stomach issues suck! I have
God, I need to stop self diagnosing myself based on what I read online!