Okay it's definitely definitely not FWB.
Came out to meet me with my friends last night, went to a club together, both got bored of the music and spent most of it outside talking and kissing. Went back to his, put the tv on and he gave me a foot rub. He could see I was tired, so he asked if we could just sleep
Of course, I made it up to him when we woke up, and we both 'suceeded' twice (still baffled as to why it's taken me so long to find a guy i'm turned on enough by that it's actually easy).
So it seems like it's going well right?
The problem is, i'm just not sure it's gonna go any further than this. I feel like it could just stay at this level for a long time, but I will quickly loose interest.
It's just the lack of enthusiasm between encounters I think...
I mean, the minute that we are around each other, we're drawn to each other. So even in public, we'll catch a kiss here and there, and all conversation is full of eye contact and big smiles and eye twinkles etc.
But I don't get a single text after the fact. The only contact is to arrange another encounter, and it doesn't come quickly.
I guess it's a combination of being european, being a stoner and being a kind of 'anti serious stuff' guy in general - but I feel like he is one of those guys who is either never going to get emotionally attached to you, or is never going to admit it.
And it is definitely making my emotions fade away quickly. I mean, it's hard to be enamoured with someone whose just a bit 'empty' in that department, you know?
Do you think i'm wasting my time? Or should I just keep enjoying it for what it is and give it a bit more time to develop?
I'm going on holiday to Malta for a week on Monday, so it'll be interesting to see whether he is keen to see me when I get back or not.